raw

I'm still working on the whole "baby story" blog.  It will be very very long.

In the meantime, I'm trying to recover physically and emotionally.  Kris and I have both needed emotional patching up really badly.  The whole experience has been traumatic for us, and the wound is very raw still. I find myself tearing up for no good reason during the day, especially when we start talking about anything related to the event of our boy's birth.  Or if I feel emotional at all...  Which could be hormones, too...  But we've talked a lot to each other, which really helps, especially when I feel like I'm being overly dramatic by saying stuff like "I almost died".  He understands how I'm feeling, and I'm so thankful to have a partner who is a good listener.